Well, I'm happy as hell that it's Friday... This week has been long and sucked major ass. I really didn't think going back to work would be this hard... I miss lil man all day long, and I feel really bad about not being with him, even though he lights up when he hears my voice as I walk in the door... Then he smiles as I talk to him as I scoop him up and shower him with kisses... Ahhhh the love between a mother and her son. It's crazy... You know, at one point I was nervous... I didn't know how I could love two children equally and divide my time equally, but it just came naturally. I'm completely in love with them both!
J is my little doll baby, My princess... and I can't believe she's about to turn 3... WOW! Time has flown by so fast... It seems like just yesterday I was praying over her in her incubator, that she would make it and be happy and healthy... Now today she's a happy, healthy, little girl, with a good heart and a great personality... She's so funny and she loves to laugh... I pray she never loses that quality... Her smile lights up a room and I'm so thankful that I was given the opportunity to help her grow up into the person that she is to become. It's truly an honor to be her mother, she is my world, and her brother my sun!
Anyway... I'm just being to sentimental now... Weekend plans... Tonight is our Sunday school class's Christmas party... A birthday party tomorrow, then D and I have a date... He's been a stay at home dad for the past two weeks and for that I'm so grateful, I wasn't ready to let my baby stay with a stranger, I'm still not, but nonetheless you got to do what you got to do... Anyway, I want to take him out and show him a good time, He deserves it and so much more... Not only did he stay home, but he was up during the nights, right along with me... We make one hell of a team! Sunday, we go to church, then D goes home and goes to bed while I take the kids out for some mommy and me time... and back to work on Monday... Boooooooo... lol Yep, work, but that's a whole nother post.