Friday, May 30, 2008

TGIF

For real! I'm sitting here today's been dragging tail and now I'm ready to go... My poor husband wants a Wii Fit, and we can't find one anywhere... but Thank JESUS for ebay! I'm bidding on one there where it has about 20 minutes left and I'm praying that I win... lol That thing looks cool yall!

Our realtor bought us a wii after we closed on our house and we've been hooked... so of course we're trying to buy every accessory known to man for it... lol Miss J loves the tennis... She's so cute bouncing around trying to get the balls. lol Anyway... I guess that's all I've been doing today... Tonight I'm going to the spa for some much needed relaxation... I'm going to "get relaxed" as J would say... Ha! She means massaged...

I hope you all have a wonderful and very happy weekend...

Love,
Lori

PS. Thank you for the wonderful words of wisdom from the post below! You all can't even begin to comprehend how much they mean to me! :-)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Ugh.

Today I feel a little blah. I’m having a pity bash all by myself. I’m fat, I’m ugly, and I’m just plain miserable today. Ugh. You know… It only hasn’t been today. It’s been everyday for quite some time now… How do I cope you ask… I’m a great pretender. I pretend that everything is ok, that I’m happy… I paint on a smile, for I could be a clown. Anyway.
I hate feeling like this… This funk. Ugh. It rather unpleasant… and as I sit here at my desk, typing this. I don’t for a second feel better. I should make more money… go back to school… be a better wife, mother, person. These are all things that run through my mind every day… day after day, night after night, moment after moment… Then there are the rarities where everything is actually ok. I’m fine, life is fine, the time is fine, everything is fine. Then what do ya know? BAM! Like thunder, my funk, it’s right back. I don’t know…
I do like my life, I like where I am, but I think the thing is that I don’t love it. I love the people surrounding me, but not my surroundings. I feel like I could do so much better than what I’ve done, yet time is running out. I wonder why this is? I’ll have to ask my mother if she feels this way… maybe it’s hereditary… Anyway, that’s all from a piece of this mind for right now.
Ciao.
Lady Tupp.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hey

I miss yall... I posted pictures below and I'll be back with an update!!!! Gotta go to lunch, uploading pictures took longer than expected... lol

Pictures...

The Man and I on our date... we were at an Irish Pub here, and I'd just finished an Irish Car Bomb :-)
Us and Ralphie May prior to the picture above



Babe 2 Waving Hi to his Cyber Aunties!



At the Pool with YaYa (Grandma)
I was at a stoplight and saw this the other day! LMAO!!!!


Babe 2 and his I'm not doing nothing look... lol

Akasha and our newest addition Phoenix

My beautiful girl being shy...
Us on a date :-)